i have a urge to eat. no no no no nooooooooooooooo
- Mood:
bored
Well yesturday i binged and i was not going not going to make myself purge but either way it came out which i am happy about. at night i did not feel good at all and it just came up. it was the best. i was happy. i dont care if that sounds sad. I use to throw up all the time in 10th grade and a little in 11th./ than I just started to starve myself or fast. I usually would eat an apple a day and maybe some coffe. I did that for 2 weeks and lost a good amound of weight. I failed because my monthly cravings came along from my birth control. I was so mad I took so many laxatives threw everything up also, still gained all that weight back and more. It seems to me that everytime I just have an apple for a week I fail. I need a new plan, plus im getting sick of apples. How about I dont eat anything that will solve my problem. ugh.
I am inspired. :D
- Mood:
calm
Hey guys I got tired of my old LJ so i made new one. I needed to start things over and all.
It made me feel a bit better. now I need to get all my friends and communities back...
It made me feel a bit better. now I need to get all my friends and communities back...
- Mood: calm
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